how do you know if something is worth it or not? is it supposed to make you feel a certain way, or maybe the lack of a certain feeling?

ah, i guess only time will tell.

i need some costume ideas for halloween. i'm stumped.

also, everyone needs to watch table for three because it's an amazing film. unless you're not into romantic comedies, then 'TCHOW 'TCHOW 'TCHOW 'TCHOW!!

ha, you know you laughed when you read that, and you KNOW who you are ;)

this morning i woke up

got out of bed

turned some music on

got in the shower

and decided that

today is going to be the first day

in the battle against myself

to try and get over you.

this doesn't mean forget you or hate you or even want you anymore

it simply means that i am no longer allowing myself to let my mind wander

no longer allowing myself to miss out on things we did together

no longer allowing myself to fall into giant pits of despair and darkness

no longer feeling sorry for myself

it is time to embrace the fact that we both made our choices

and time to convince myself of the truth

not the lies and stories i've been fed about everything being my fault

this doesn't mean i don't accept blame for what i did wrong

i do, and i already know you forgave me

but now, it's time for me to forgive you


and
here

we


go.